Alright then... My first language is not English so there might be many grammar problems or something like that. But I will try my best to express my real feelings.


Years ago, I heard a very beautiful music with an "Every day" starting (I believe everyone here knows that song and I really like it). Then I tried to search for the game of the song. Sadly, this game bad been banned in my country even until now just like most other regular Galgames.
About a week ago, I found that song again and this time, I finally knew its name. Then I quickly bought this game on steam. Though I'd heard there would be some scary scenes in this game, but I still thought they could be just some low-level jump scares and the whole game was just like any other normal Galgame(to be honest, I haven't played many Galgame, maybe 3 or fewer before this).

Then I believe you know what happened next and I don't wanna explain the whole journey here.

Let's start with each single character here.

Monika, the president of the club. At least from the words from the four, she seems to be "the star" of the grade even the whole school. Beautiful, good at studying, perfectionist, even our main character won't imagine he will be with her. For some reason(you will see), Monika got the power of administration, such as deleting files and using commands. Through this, she knew you are the only one from the reality and wanted to be with you forever just only for that. At first, she is pretty normal just like a game guide who tells you how to play the game. But gradually, she will show her possessiveness and desire for control. To be honest, I don't really like her. 'cause she just wants something real or the reality after all, but definitely not me. But I still have to say, I really love that song.

Then Yuri, the shy girl, sometimes she can't control her emotions. She looks like a big sister who I can depend on, but in fact she always feels leak of safety maybe because of her family? I didn't get too much to say about her or it would be much more spoilers. But the death of her is such a farce.

Ok now, Natsuki. At first I thought she would be like a fakeboy, but it turned out that she is just a cutie. During the whole game, she couldn't be the most ''stable'' one with the sightest psycological problem. No direct death, just forced removement. She is eyes on everyone not just you, or I should say she cares everyone in the club, though sometimes she can't control her mouth, but not like Yuri. Anyway, play the game to look for more of her. I really miss her cupcakes.

Finally, my love, Sayori. The one who means bright and the ''sun'' most of the time. Just like Natsuki, she also cares everyone except herself(you will see). She doesn't like others to care about her too much or it would be a weigh on her shoulders. Ohhh, god, if I could realize that so that I wouldn't leave her hanging on that morning. The death of her is the most powerful, shocking, desperate scene I've ever seen. I really consider her a real person or my love. Even until now, I still can't forget her. Sometimes I just can't figure out the reason of her death, even under the power of Monika. Her death must be the most painful. And this is one of the main reasons why I don't like Monika. What if...? What if...? What if...?
Generally speaking, not only are psychological a very main topic of this game, but also are the common problems in our society and our daily life. Like I introduced, each character got their own psychological problems and I believe this game truly described them especially when someone tried to aggravate those problems.

Besides, the whole game did show me "love", which I could never have, and then snatched it from me. And at that moment, there seemed to be a real person who I love dying in front of me. And then I started to think what would happen if I had chose the other one. Will the end be different? Even I imaged if I could "go" with her. Anyway, I don't really think I will forget this experience and I am willing to keep it and her in my mind.