I have extreme ptsd, it's leads to me being unable to sleep, I've been swatted before, i live life in regret. but i try my best. I try my best to game and watch anime to relax, i listen to music and sleep a lot. I'm unable to think properly, i try my very best and sometimes i overwhelm the person i talk to. please understand i'm unable to relax and i'm extremely shy and non talkative. I lost the love of my life and it destroyed me inside, I am unable to recover and all i ask is for you to accept me and understand i'd like to be normal and have friends. I don't really reach out to people, i like hentai and i read manga/manwha all the time. I have a lewd personality, Idm answering any question, i'm unable to work and talking about it hurts me. Feel free to add me and be my friend. my main gmail was hacked and i lost around 4000$ saved up, so please don't ask me anything money wise.

Twisted simply tastes better. Embracing the chaos, because what I am, I have to be.
Loyalty is perpetual. If it had an ending, it wouldn't be loyalty
I love the games you play, i love the faith you have in friends, i love the kindness you all share and i envy your heart
my heart is corrupted, my faith and loyalty was shackled and broken.
but i still stand and admire other's that i miss.
i've lost trust, i've lost those around me and i trusted too easily and it came at the cost of my downfall.
keep your chin up, keep your guard up and understand how easily you can be used.
Keep enjoying the things you love
I wish you the very best, i hope you had a wonderful chrismas and i wish you a good holiday.